Gaming is not the same as it used to be!
Inspire yourself…
Gaming is not the same as it used to be!
Inspire yourself…
There I was, just thinking so deeply about where I am, what I do and if I am truly supposed to be where I want to be. It is so strange to sit here and fight my inner troll to prove constantly in my head that money is very important. It is obviously vital but there is one thing I sacrifice… My dream. There are so many people in this world who once had a dream job, or a certain goal they want to reach however, they feel so locked into what they do because they feel the need to.
But that is not the case…
Dreams are constantly crushed by money however, blaming it on money alone is just stupid because the person who really is suffering is the person who made the choice. If you really want your dream job, then you should risk it despite the money or job status. Most dreams are difficult to chase but in the end, you will either sit back and say “Well, as long I tried” OR you will sit there saying “If only I took that opportunity…“
So what if the world ended tomorrow, could you honestly say you are happy with where you are and accept your fate or would you turn back to all the events where you “could have” done something about it…?
Now I am not saying to just up and leave your job. There are so many things that need to be considered but for those who are confused with what they do, you should have an aim… An end result that you can be proud of…
But hey… If you guys can honestly say that you could not be any happier with where you are today, then that’s great! Maybe that is the dream you’ve always wanted.
For me? I’ve only recently started following the path I have always wanted to go on. It maybe a little late but better late than never! It has been many years that I have been distracted. I seem to have put others before myself. That is my problem… This is where I have decided that I need to focus on myself now.
So it all comes down to this. If you are not happy, change it! There’s absolutely nothing stopping you…
This world is about money. But it doesn’t mean it has to change you…
It’s absolutely amazing just seeing where we have evolved to! Technology has now become our main source to basically everything we want to do! Just looking back upon where I started with a 56k modem. That was crazy! Firstly, it took forever to connect to the internet with those weird sound effects. Not only that, the home telephone line needed to be free before you go connecting! Now looking back at it, it sounds completely ridiculous.
Then it comes down to what we were using with this god awful slow connections. We had chat rooms, MSN, AOL, AIM, Yahoo Messenger… That is only to name a few.
Finally, in our household, there were 3 users who were capable of using the internet at that time and we had to share it. So what did we do? We made a schedule. We were assigned an hour each! Though, with the schedule, I did other things before my time came up so it wasn’t all bad…
When the news came in that we can connect to the internet with a router and can make a connection with more than one computer, that was absolutely mind blowing! We were ALL excited to be on the internet 24/7 with no hassle or schedules coming our way! We got it and then we all stuck in our rooms and just did what we all had to do… However, when using the internet too much, it tends to get tiring and especially when there is literally nothing to do on it (minus chat rooms), it was absolutely dead. Bare in mind, Facebook and YouTube was not introduced in these times.
Now? I’m living with a 70MB Fibre Optic connection with BT with up to 4 computers connected to one router plus WiFi connections with several devices! And when the internet goes down, we tend to complain a huge amount! How spoilt are we when we were once living with such a slow connection allowing only one computer to connect to the internet per time. Don’t get me wrong because I also go complaining a huge amount! But I should really appreciate with the technology that currently exists!
One major factor is the simplicity upon creating a business online! We don’t need to go and get a loan to open up a shop and sell things for it to be a business… We can just set up a host and get a web developer to make it! All it takes is time and dedication. Truly amazing! Just comes to show that anyone can become a successful person.
So I suppose the point of this post is just appreciate what we have today! It’s amazing that we can just keep in touch with people online without having to make the effort to make constant calls to keep in touch. With social media, it’s just dead simple! Surfing the internet is so smooth. When I have a slow connection or disconnection issues, all I do is look back and think to myself saying “I’ve had worse…“
The internet…. Love it!
So there was a conversation with a friend of mine from work who wanted a direct comparison of phones with my opinion embedded it. So with that being said, here we go:
The phones I will be comparing will be Samsung S3, LG Nexus 4 and iPhone 5.
| Samsung Galaxy S3 | LG Nexus 4 | Apple iPhone 5 | |
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| Display | 720 x 1280 pixels, 4.8 inches | 768 x 1280 pixels, 4.7 inches | 640 x 1136 pixels, 4.0 inches |
| Processor | Quad-core 1.4 GHz Cortex-A9 | Quad-core 1.5 GHz Krait | Dual-core 1.2 GHz |
| Primary Camera | 8 Megapixel, 3264×2448 pixels, autofocus, LED flash | 8 Megapixel, 3264×2448 pixels, autofocus, LED flash | 8 MP, 3264×2448 pixels, autofocus, LED flash |
| Secondary Camera | Yes, 1.9 Megapixel | Yes, 1.3 Megapixel | Yes, 1.2 Megapixel |
| Internal Storage | 16/32/64 GB storage | 8/16 GB storage | 16/32/64 GB storage |
| Card slot | Yes, microSD, up to 64GB | No | No |
| Network | 3G and 4G ready | 3G ready | 3G and 4G ready |
| Browser | HTML, Adobe Flash | HTML5 | HTML (Safari) |
| Earphones included | Yes | No | Yes |
| Price | £409 (Carphone Warehouse) | £279 (Google Play) | £509 (Carphone Warehouse) |
| Taken from http://www.gsmarena.com | |||
So tomorrow is the lover fest. Flowers, roses, cards all being dished out… I remember this event once. This event was exciting to me at one point in time but now just another day. Why was this day even made anyway? Shouldn’t love be expressed anyway instead of just creating that one specific day? It makes people not bother until this one day to make effort to that one person. May as well make one specific day where you donate money to someone who really needs it… Kind of pushes people to make effort right? Or maybe one day to do one good deed. Maybe I bring frustration to this day because I don’t really see this day as a vital one anymore however, I’ve always had this view but never complained about it. So what will I be doing? Well, as geeky as this sounds, I was invited by Kirsty to attend the Crysis 3 event at Waterloo, IMAX which is so exciting to me! Who’s with me? *tumbleweed*…
Moving on, Lyndsey arrived back at London again. Since she’s been gone, I’ve been at home power watching Breaking Bad through the weekend. Yes I realise I am VERY LATE to the game but the series is very cool but bad thing is that I have slowed down my production towards my projects! Motivation has moved to just watch this series! Absolutely hooked! But when I needed a break, I skyped Lyndsey. There are some things I enjoy when talking over Skype with Lyndsey. She’s always laughing and smiling. Always talking as well. Sometimes, she is just hilarious. When Steps comes on, she’s a whole new party animal! Love it! But on a serious note, we have been hanging out a lot recently. It’s nice to just sit and talk with her! I feel like we have a good connection together. Whether its through Skype or in person, it’s like I can rely on her to make me smile. She always does! When I am away from her, it feels like I need to talk with her just to check-in… I can’t quite explain this feeling. In fact, most people think we’re dating which makes it fairly strange. But I’ve come to a realisation that although I spend heaps of time with this one person, it’s just great to know that she can just come out and comfort me however I am feeling. So as confused I am, I am fine with where I stand…
And in the sports, badminton has been great. The colleagues and I have kept up to speed with the schedule but this time, we finally had a fourth player (took long enough). So we had our first ever doubles game. It was lively and fun. It was nice to play and have no seriousness on the court. The game had trash talk before, during and after the game! But I think we all walked out rather satisfied with ourselves… We even spoke about creating a tournament now that we have a team of four. Department vs department. This is the beginning of something EPIC!
So in technology news, I may have decided what tablet I am going to get. It’s the Microsoft Surface Pro. As written in my last article in regards to my tablet dilemma, the devices are more or less the same specification. Also, I was told not long ago that the Nexus 4 is finally in stock again but I have not reacted upon it just yet. My thoughts may finalise towards the end of this week.
So to end this post, I just want to summarise. Having a friend to always be there for me, understanding what I’m going through, spending a load of time together means that simply we enjoy each others company. We may have separate issues in our lives but when we are together, the world stops and the issues don’t matter for those few hours. Having that power, every precious moment counts because if you cannot find a moment to stop time, you should hang onto it and appreciate them…
Sporting will be continued in this format. Scheduling whatever day, but will be an every week event to improve stamina and keep fit.
Overall, although my projects are on hold, my thoughts are in the positive…
The weekend ended with a weekend to remember…
Starting with meeting Lyndsey on Friday, to Saturday… And then Sunday! Although we meet a lot, it’s been a while since we’ve met this much. The smiles, the laughter, the fact that we just ignore the current situations happening around us… I must say, it was crazy. So from that note, I’d like to say thanks for that. So what happened? We ate, we spoke a lot, a lot of walking happened (my weekend exercise), and the random jokes… What can I say? It’s easy to forget all my problems when spending these random moments with a good friend. Realising this, it’s just important for someone you can trust to have your back in case you fall. I can have so many problems in this world but to know that there is a person to talk to is vital! Keeping it bottled up can be a problem. But that’s just me talking… I cannot speak for the majority of the world.
For Sunday evening, I went to the Thriller performance at Lyric Theatre. This was a great experience. I loved the songs and bought me back many years of music. Made me want to get the Michael Jackson album all over again! All in all, great performance and I don’t mind watching that again.
So during my weekend, I had a Skype call with John in regards to our little project and a little of our side tracked conversations as well. We covered a few topics. I have some server side development to handle so I will have to get round to that at some point and put my mini game on hold. It’s hard to keep up with my projects but I guess all I need is to prioritise myself…
I finally got round to look at my bank statements and it is an absolute mess. I guess the last time I really analysed it was like 7 or 8 months. It came as a shocker that my past caught up to me but denying it was a bad move as that has been my action towards this situation. I think it is about time I stand my ground. As messy as my life is, I cannot cling to something where its just a lost cause. I cannot complicate it. I suppose my one biggest weakness is prioritising! I need to sort out a lot but there will be a point where I can sit down and be satisfied with where my finance stands…
So this week, I had the chance to meet up with Kirsty… It is always lovely to see her… Just sharing passions, remembering why I chose to create games as a career in the first place… We both have so much in common. We had so much to talk about and it makes me forget some key areas that overtake my mind… So thanks for that Kirsty…
Besides that, it has been hectic busy but very productive!